Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Words from a Spanish Bedroom

I went back to Spain, last month.

Even though I am actually Danish, I spent my teen years in Spain, after my mother entered a relationship with a semi-retired Englishman who had put down roots in the south of Spain.

Last month-- for the first time in several years-- I went to Spain to visit my mom and stepdad. It was a strange experience because it is so long since I have been there. My parents lived in Phoenix for seven months of the year till 2005, and this is the first time I have gone to Spain to see them, since they've moved back there.

The point of bringing this up is that I pretty much "learned to write," when we moved to Spain. At the very least, it was the time when I started being serious about keeping a journal and writing "observations" about what was going on around me. I would buy these big fat red journal books and write all sorts of things in them. I was 14, at the time... and when I think back on those days, one of the primary reasons I would write so much was that I had very little else to do. We lived in a retirement area, and there were very few other people my age around... except 10 miles away.

The Spain of today looks nothing like the Spain of my teen years. I could as well be on the coast in Southern California, as Spain. But even so, it still has the same "deadness" I felt, when I was a kid... this sense that all the people around me were there mostly "waiting to die."

Writing was an "escape" of sorts. It was a ways to visualize-- through words on a page-- and "experience" the kind of growing up I was not experiencing. Maybe that sounds sad or depressing, but I was actually pretty hopeful, in its own way...

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Monthly Report: May 2008

Well, it's time for another monthly update.

My sources seem a bit scattered. Yes, some comes from AdSense. And basically, my income from HubPages comes from the AdSense account I attached to that. What's a bit depressing about that is that since AdSense doesn't pay out till my account balance reaches $100, it could be five years (or more!) before I get paid.

I have been writing a bit about my efforts on Helium, this month. One thing I don't much care for with that site is that it really doesn't have very good "reporting" utilities.

If I want to see my traffic and income for last month, that can't be done. There's a "month to date" report, but unless you sit there with "your finger on the trigger" at the last moment of the month, you can't use it. You have to get to $25.00 before you can cash out, anyway... so retrieving numbers would mainly be so I could share them here.

I haven't really mentioned that I write at Gather, either... mostly because that side rewards you with "points," rather than cash. Sure, you can exchange your "points" for Amazon Gift cards which are "same as cash" but I've decided not to include that here.

Anyway, I'm going to stick to what I can directly track to my efforts. In May 2008, income from AdSense was $0.85, coming from 578 page impressions. Not exactly breaking any records here...